Nangyari na ang dapat mangyari ang mainlove ako at pagkatapos ang masaktan.. siguro nga everything’s happen for a reaason siguro di talaga siya para sa akin..(drama ba ito!!) he..he..he.. anyway gusto ko lang sabihin na “I found a butterfly i make it mine.pero alam kong one day it will fly and go back where it belong,sa puso ko inangkin ko siya at minahal.I treasure the moment it landed on my palm nung time na yun gusto kong isara ang palad ko at hawakan siya ang mahigpit kasi alam ko it will fly and go back to where it belong.but i know that butterfly is not really meant for me.. that butterfly is meant to be free……(kaiyak naman!!!,,(T_T),)
I do trust and love people easily theres a high risk that in the long run thay will hurt me… Parang its easier pa na magsuffer ka with a lose in financial investment than the emotional one..Haaaiiiii,,!!!!!!(hingang malalim!!)toink!
pano ko ba sisimulang sabihin ang nangyaring kadramahan ng aking lovelife na masasabi kong bitter but sweet experience….fresh galing sa Baul..hehehe
Here it goes,it really is,UNEXPECTED! i never think to fall inlove with him.because: #1.he’s my friend a very dear friend and #2.i know he doesnt like me…
We started as a friend,he came to my life as a breathe of air.with him hindi ako natatakot na iexpress ang sarili ko hanggang yung feelings ko sa kanya ay magtransfom hindi sa monster….sa ibang level…
pagmagkasama kami pareho kaming masaya hanggang sa dumating yung point na bkit di namin subukan?pano kung magwork?pano kung meron talaga kaming chance tapos after ng mga tanong na yan….bOOOOMMmmm!!!!!tugshung!!!! naging officially na kami…I took the risk of loosing him as a friend and getting hurt again…wala akong nagawa kundi ang umiyak at magalit..pero anu pa nga ba ang magagawa ko???WALA!!! Naniwala ako nung sinabi nyang na mahal nya ko yun pala di pa pala yun ang tunay nyang nararamdaman for me..nadala lang siya nung mga panahong masaya siya habang kasama ako…sumugal ako na baka pagnagtagal kami may magbago sa feelings nya for me..pero natalo ako sa sugal di nya ko nagawang mahalin..masakit nung sinabi nya sakin yung totoo na meron siyang girl na hinihintay at nung nag ask ako kung mahal nya yung girl he said YES! to me…para sa akin mahal nya ako…………….bilang isang friend.kahit mahirap tananggap ko sa sarili ko ang katotohanang di kami para sa isat-isa na hanggang dun nalang siguro kami.
Being FRIENDS with him is tearing me apart.akala ko siya na pero sa kasamaang palad nagkamali na naman ako..haist!!!! i cried that night and i promised that i will never ever again ever shed a single tears for him…….TULOY PARIN ANG BUHAY!!!!! but he remained that “special someone to me”, He’s life is falling into a right places,and i have always been proud of him..he’s reaching his stars and above all was enought to be truly happy for him…its Over.. it happen to me 2 years ago..
